| "Rants" by Akira (2002-12-16) |
I hope my story telling skill has improved enough to convince readers with Konstantin-Haruna sequences. I've spent 40 pages to build up suspense and spending 3 more weeks (15 ~ 16 more pages) to bring this story to a conclusion... If I fail to draw a convincing solution, then 55 pages of Haruna's story arc will fall apart. All my effort totally depends on last three weeks. This is very stressful. Sigh...
Haruna-san is very pessimistic. She tends to think everything in negative way. It's understandable since she went through a lot of difficulties. Her childhood, for example. I'm pretty sure she thought she was left behind by her parents. Little Haruna might have thought "My parents left me because I was an unwanted child?" (This is not true. She was loved by her parents). Since Haruna worried that her grandmother might left her too, she tried everything she could to be a good girl... Haruna is very kind, shy, and hard-working girl in nature, but her environment made her grow into extreme...